the gift of expression.
It’s not often I can’t fall asleep pretty much straight away. I’m well known for being able to sleep anywhere, in any situation.
I can sleep standing up, sitting down, in an exam, on a train, whilst driving, sitting upright on a small rocky boat, in a nightclub, on the floor, whilst having sex, on the phone, in the bath and the shower, having just drank a cup of coffee, on pills, during a conversation, in a cinema, during lectures… You name it, I can sleep there.
Anyway, moving on, here I am unable to sleep. I don’t think i’ve ever thought so much as i’ve thought today. Today was like a journey. it was incredible. I learnt so much. I learnt that people can be decent, I learnt I think a lot, and I learnt how differently people see the world.
And I learnt that we are made to love. Today I posted so many positive things on people’s facebooks, and got so many in return… Seeing the love spreading on my news feed made my heart speed up and lifted my mood sky high. This is what I live for. Today I am reminded why I am here, to spread love.
I was so touched and inspired by the number of people who began blogs over the past couple of days. I have a deep passion for writing and self expression, and seeing people who I hardly know anything about, so willingly writing about themselves and their thoughts for the world to see, it made me feel so much love for them and made me want to share more of myself. Sharing our stories and our love, we might be able to change the world. No matter what our style of expression is like, humorous, poetic, visual, musical or simple and straightforward, we still manage to communicate. That is the beauty of blogging.
I’m excited, because I’m gaining hope in the human race. Today I’ve seen so much love and thought and care going into every word and action… It was beautiful. We are beautiful beings, who have been given the gift of expression.
Today I tilted my head towards the sun.
optimism.
Wow. Tonight was amazing.
Kisschasy were awesome. So much life in their music… They awakened me.
I feel really positive, for the first time in forever. I’m grateful to be alive, for the first time in a while. I feel, something other than pain and hatred…
Tonight made me ache for what I could’ve had… But also made me grateful for what I have now… And made me realise what I really want.
I’ve got a lot of thinking to do.
Goodnight <3
