Fuck starting over. I never needed to.

strip tease.

She pulled me into the room, sat me down and started dancing away on my lap, as she does. She touched the inside of my thighs and ran her hands up my waist and into my breasts, lingering to hold for a few seconds, biting her lip and shaking her butt in a coy kind of way.

I asked her about her job, I asked her if she enjoyed it, if she ever got tired, and everything else. I told her she didn’t have to keep going if she wasn’t enjoying it. She looked at me and smiled, saying that she enjoyed this because I was one of the fun ones.

She told me she loved how I was so bubbly and happy, and how she loved the fact I was having a great time. She said, it was refreshing to see someone so happy and carefree, someone without a worry in the world. No issues, like everybody else.

I smiled and bit my lip, but I kept my words to myself.
I let her go on and think that the world could be a good place,
that there was some innocence left.
I let her have hope…

Because that’s what I’d want, too.

6 Responses

  1. Scott

    She was hot, not so skinny that you can clearly see her ribs like the pic you have there, She also gave the impression that she was having fun in life as she never stopped smiling, at least at us (bored faces were a major turn off for me in the others).
    That’s what I like in a girl; attractive, good attitude to life and not anorexic :)

    I feel bad paying to see her naked now, she was just so nice. But tits being rubbed in your face tends to distract you from things like that.

    May 30, 2010 at 9:17 PM

    • that really wasnt the point of the blog but yeah, she was perfect. much better than the pic i have *sigh*

      May 31, 2010 at 12:37 AM

  2. Scott

    I know, my main point was to try and disassociate anorexic and beauty. I just don’t like you craving the bodies in those images.
    Share her hope in the world, it is a good place but people just look at the negative side. I hope you can be as happy as you were that night all the time because there is no reason not to be.
    You have the beauty and you can belive in the world and be ‘perfect’ just like her.
    Although I have to say it, nobody is perfect
    The world IS a good place, full of love <3

    May 31, 2010 at 1:02 AM

    • Nothing you say is going to change my opinion on anything… but luckily I learnt that tonight on my own.
      <3

      May 31, 2010 at 1:28 AM

  3. Thinking of you heaps katie, and hoping so much that you find your way through this labyrinth of thoughts,feelings,emotion,confusion,need…
    A big safe hug for you,
    jennifer xx

    May 31, 2010 at 6:43 PM

  4. Pingback: day 27; the friendliest person i knew only for a day « One girl, a thousand words.

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